In this song, I try to give the speaker of the sonnet more perspective and context of who he is as a person.  Since the sonnet revolves around how he felt (‘being”) with, I wanted the song to show why he felt this way.  In other words, the song is reflection of his soul and conscience.  The lyrics and beat are by me.  I would like to thank my friend Ezequie l”Zeke” Medrano for helping record and produce this song.  Feel free to download the full song on SoundCloud.  Enjoy!

(Verse 1) Back from the struggle man I’ve been

MIA for quite some time I’ve been

thinking to my self in my deep taught

all alone in this room that’s another

code blue my hearts pounding for you

almost lost my life but a brother back

at it again never better oh but what

a way back if I remember I should’ve

won a medal I stick the pedal  to the

metal living life at this tempo I’ve

been back and forth thinking to my

self man thinking to my self damn

Looking at her she looks so fine now

the time but

The whole world is spinning

I’m standing still a soldier out of time

Metaphorically let’s say I’m a stoner

so lonely and your lonely too would

you vibe with this fool nah screw it

honestly I just want ya to notice me

and come back home with me

Yeah realistically let’s say I coupe this

Hennessy just vibe with me and forget

everything

We’ll turn this ancient memories from tragedies to masterpiece I won’t go

back home

Defeated

(Chorus) Damn yeah how can I be so

mesmerized mesmerized damn oh can

you find the time find the time yeah

how can I be so mesmerized so

mesmerized how do you find the time

can you find the time

Look at her eyes how they shine

Inside and out and all around

Yeah she’s. Beautiful from her head to

her toe.